Sadness is liquid. It is the sweat that oozes out of your pores, gleaming and smooth; the salty tears that eventually become too heavy for your eyes to hold, rolling down finally free; the blood that gushes out a few days each month, pungent and pure.
Sadness is liquid. The seeming weakness of it biding its time within the bodies' crevices, eager to rush out, maybe become one with the ocean of sadness that served as home millions of years ago.
Aren't we all walking liquids? Our skins nothing but flimsy wrappers that attempt to hold us all in so we don't end up a mess of a puddle on the floor. There are times when a drop manages to seep out, as from a wound. And then we drip a bit of ourselves, sadness released, acknowledged and shared with the rest of the weeping and bleeding creatures. And who knows where all these droplets go, if not trickling back to that primordial ocean? Evaporating into the air to fall back down again, staining clothes and sheets as meek reminders of our shared fluidity and sadness.
Sadness is liquid. Wouldn't it be oddly comforting to think of how lovers share a bit of their loneliness at each exchange of fluid? And why else do we wallow, drown in our sorrows? Rumi talks of Grief drinking from a cup of sorrow.
We are careful to release just a bit at a time. It is how we survive, the life force itself. To slit one's wrist is to release too much. And yet not releasing enough can poison one's soul so we cry a little and let go some. It is the only way.
*Inspired by Tin's entry
oh that is beautiful joni....
ReplyDeleteI don't like anything dripping from my body!
ReplyDeletevery graphic! this is deja vu for me..'drown' in your sorrow..'wallow' in misery..sadness is liquid indeed
ReplyDeletei felt every single word. thanks for writing this. (and hi, by the way.)
ReplyDeleteif sadness is liquid, then joy is air!
ReplyDeleteThank you thank you!
ReplyDeleteAnd when is the next homecoming going to be, Ronna? I haven't seen you in ages! Was college grad the last time we saw each other?
Jason, you're not given a choice. :p
Tin, we must take swimming lessons then. Um, emotional swimming?
Hi Roel! Finally, a comment from you, you lurker! :D And you're welcome.
Mike, yeah, maybe it is! I was actually thinking about that too. Hehehe! (Feel the release of air as I go "hehehe!)
that was sooooo sad... makes me wanna cry.... huhuhu!
ReplyDeleteGasp! You? I didn't know you had emotions. :p Hehehe!
ReplyDeletejust a thought: a certain 'release of liquid' is also the start of life...
ReplyDeleteExactly.
ReplyDeleteThe start of life. Thus, the start of sadness. :p