Cute Chinese Guy # 4?

While I was in a state of panic, my country was in a state of emergency... I read that Randy David and Argee Guevarra were arrested. Media were also warned not to air "rebellious" materials. Martial law, is that you?

In the previous entry, I mentioned that I've started packing. After I had considerably calmed down, I did the laundry and took a shower. The reason for these were still connected to my initial panic. I did not want to have my dirty clothes packed with the clean ones, thus the laundry. And then, Rain's water heater is broken. Sometimes he'd come to my house to take a shower so I figured if I leave, I should at least had taken advantage of the hot water here. And if I get thrown in jail or something, I still smell nice. That thought brings me comfort, somehow.

Meanwhile, there's this guy that confuses me a little. He's Wendy's student and the first time I met him was in a dinner that her students invited me to attend. Cute, a little shy, very nice. I think I found out within a very short time during the dinner that he's married so I didn't even have time to put him in my cute Chinese guys list. Nevertheless, I remember being disappointed to find out that he's married.

The next time I saw him was when he attended my introductory class for adults. He didn't attend the following sessions, I'm guessing, because the time was changed to the earlier part of the afternoon. As these were adults, most of them had jobs during the day and could only attend evening classes. A few days ago, he added me in his YM list and we chatted for a while. Being used to people who like "practising" their English with me, I decided that he was one of those people. I didn't mind since he seemed really nice. Anyway, I don't know if I'm reading too much into this but are there some hints being thrown my way here? I'm dense. I never figure these things out until it's too late. Not that this could lead to anything since I'm pretty set on leaving. Oh well. It makes for an interesting blog entry.

killer tide: are you here
sanapakaininmoko: hi
killer tide: hi
sanapakaininmoko: i had dinner with some friends then when i got home i was busy with some things so i wasn't able to see your message immediately.
killer tide: that is nothing ,
killer tide: you are a good girl, in china you have much more friends,that is a good things
sanapakaininmoko: hehe. thanks
killer tide: this country is not your mother land, but you have so much more friends, but this country is my country sometimes i fell onely
sanapakaininmoko: really?
sanapakaininmoko: are you living with your family?
killer tide: no , my home town in another province
killer tide: too far to see my father and mother and   another friends
sanapakaininmoko: i thought u were married...
killer tide: yes, you are right
sanapakaininmoko: aren't your wife and kids with you?
killer tide: ok ,that is not a good topic, can we change it
killer tide: i only have my wife
sanapakaininmoko: ok. i'm sorry.
killer tide: nothing, this is no you mistake ,do not say sorry
sanapakaininmoko: well, try not to be lonely then
killer tide: sometime ,you cannot chioce it
sanapakaininmoko: yeah. i know what you mean.
killer tide: dou you like chinese food
sanapakaininmoko: i love it!
sanapakaininmoko: i'm getting fatter. hehe.
killer tide: which food do you like
killer tide: nothing , you are so beautiful
sanapakaininmoko: thanks!  um, i like ya dan, fei shou. hehe
killer tide: eatting is a beautiful things in out life, do not worry
killer tide: 鸭蛋 ？
killer tide: egg of duck
sanapakaininmoko: yes. i'm not really worried about gaining weight. i've been trying to gain weight eversince i can remember. and only china was successful...
sanapakaininmoko: yes.
sanapakaininmoko: 对
killer tide: i am very happy ,you like chinese food
killer tide: your chinese is very good
sanapakaininmoko: hahaha! thanks!
killer tide: do you lile food which is puted pepper on it
killer tide: which was put pepper on it
killer tide: spicy
sanapakaininmoko: yes, but only a little spicy.
sanapakaininmoko: i can't eat it if it's too spicy.
killer tide: if you like this food , i know a good place in our city, i will invite you and your bf to eat it
killer tide: hehe , except egg of duck,do you have other chinese food which you like
sanapakaininmoko: great! i eat almost anything.
killer tide: ok , tell me you telephone No. if i have time i will call you
killer tide: １３５０４１０５８７６　this is my
sanapakaininmoko: i'll give you a call now. don't answer  hehe
sanapakaininmoko: did you get it?
killer tide: yes
killer tide: ok time is too late ,i want to go to bed,see you next time
sanapakaininmoko: ok, see ya. i'm still reading some things. my country is in a "state of emergency". blah.
killer tide: good dream
sanapakaininmoko: goodnight